This is not what I intended.

2009-06-30T19:13:00.001+08:00

Swift as the wind
Silent as a forest
Fierce as fire
Immovable as a mountain.

First day of school.

2009-06-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

School was boring.
Nothing much was taught today.
My damn bangs was being laughed at.
Oh god. I'm so pathetic.

Met Daryl after school.
Went to CPCC, but it was raining.
He came to my house to slack til 7pm.
Went to the gym.
It was packed. Laughs. Nothing much to do there.
Went off at about 8.20pm?
That's all, I guessed.

Good luck for nationals :D

My luck is so bad that if I bought a cemetery, people would stop dying.

2009-06-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

Oh my god.
I can't believe my day.
God damn it!?
It's hard to change.
It's just my personality.
I don't like to waste time with noobs & losers.
Stop acting almighty in front of me just because you're older than me.
Your ignorance blinded you from the fact that your skills is several levels beneath mine.
If it's just the fact that you don't wanna admit it?
It's just me. I don't mind if it's a draw.
I just don't like to lose.

WORST OF ALL.
My hair is god damn ugly now.
Oh my... I can't believe it.
Looks like some retard with bangs.
Same as OHM ._. (not calling her a retard) [:

School tomorrow. :D

Y's

2009-06-27T22:59:00.005+08:00

Pathetic.
Holidays ending soon.
My procrastination & laziness is unbelievably to the extreme.
I've only studied once for the whole holiday-.-
I'm INCORRIGIBLE.
Tons of homework is waiting for me.
Sure to have a good earful of scolding when I return to school.
Maybe I should start studying hard soon.
Gonna try to improve my class & level position (:

2009-06-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

Bored. Finished reading Haijime no ippo.
That's why, apparently I'm bored.
Currently on phone with JLXT.
She's so high -.-
Today went to watch Transformers with ahwang & friends.
Don't really like it. It's animation is kinda lousy?

Gonna have my hair cut soon ):
Gonna miss my hair. Laughs.

Nationals!
Soon, my food & travel expenses will be covered by Daryl :D

2009-06-25T16:25:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES.

wanjie{♥}: Thanks (:
Stay happy.

marilyn: someone told miie that he will update his blog later in the end never update jiu shui liaos... HAIS!
Updated. Don't complain anymore.

<3 herrr (!): lol , (: taged (:
Thanks.

K-athryn: intro whaaaaaaat?
Nothing :D Thanks for the tag anyway.

Minniee ` ♥: Tagged (:
:D

joanna(8: tagged .
JLXT!

zoe:D: HELLO LGG ! :D .
Don't anyhow call ._.

Yukie: Wooo , your blog songs rocks! o:
Yeah, thanks :D

ivan: cool yishun LJS? Is it northpoint? LOL
Yeah, northpoint.

ivan: yoyo
Hello.

Minniee ` ♥: LOL . okok . im spamming your whole tagboard ;X ;pp
Yeah? Laughs.

Minniee ` ♥: Okok . Ps laaahs . Sorry
Never mind, you're forgiven.

Minniee ` ♥: Shut up . ==
Can't blame me. Can't shut my ears to hear them.

Minniee ` ♥: Tagged . Fcuk you lahs . Tamade . cbcbcbcbcb . -.-
So vulgar? & stop talking about the 3 rivals thing -.-

MADELINE: uh tagged.
MC! :D

Clairis: Laughs. I where got so many suitors?
More than my fingers could count them.

My blessings.

2009-06-25T16:18:00.004+08:00

Counting down: 1 more day to nationals.

Oh god. Holidays are ending soon.
& I've only studied once ( with clairy )
Out of the 2 weeks of remedial, I only went for 2.
& was late for hours -.-
Been sleeping at 4-6am daily for weeks.
Gonna start getting use to sleep early.

You're finally happy again. (:

2009-06-23T04:28:00.003+08:00

4.28am.
Currently can't sleep D:
Been hanging out with ahwang recently.
Most probably going to Jurong later. Slack!

With Clairy gone, my motivation to study dissipated D:

2009-06-22T03:29:00.007+08:00

TAG REPLIES

Jasmine: Lao uncle ! :D Im going chalet again tmr . Hoho x)
Don't anyhow call-.- Enjoy yourself (:

wanjie{♥}: Oh oh , Thanks .
No problem :D

Clairis: And and, I'm not popular among guys ok!
So many suitors!

Clairis: Laughs. I updated le lah! Don't flood me with quiz! I still haven't do the previous 2 ones -.-
Faster do! More will come soon (:

Geraldine: Hey, friday you went to JP? Tsk. Never look for me? Roar! ~
You saw me? Didn't call or text me?

marilyn♥: my blog kena sapm again. sians
Don't care about them.

joanna(8: hello .
Hello :D

marilyn♥: paiseh nehs. bo buy things for you..
It's alright (:

wanjie{♥}: 6th sonq ? yarhs why ? lolx .
Cause it's Li Xiang Qing Ren :x

sophia: tagged
Sufei! :D

K-athryn: aiyaaaaa, sorry la :X
Good! Better be guilty! Nope. Intro me instead?

Tricia: Tagged.
Thanks

♥}.XueEn: first to tag. (: update your blog songs leh. ): no nice new songs?
Nope. Intro me insteadThanks?

2009-06-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

First & foremost, Vote for extended holidays in the poll below!

I really hope that the holidays would be extended.
I've yet to have enough fun enjoying myself.
Today, studied with Clairis at LJS.
It was so nice of her to accommodate me coming to Yishun.
Well, for the first time in this year.
I really sat down for 2 hours concentrating studying.
I was shocked too. Never did I expect myself to complete my physic homework.
Clairy was a perfectionist, she tore the whole page of foolscap if made a mistake.
She tore more than 10 pages? Maybe more than 15 too :x
I was such a bad host :/
Thank god that LJS have available seats.
Or else, I won't know what to do.

[:

A post dedicated to Ahwang.

2009-06-16T23:22:00.003+08:00

Ahwang, I'm sorry.
Didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
I just jabber that out suddenly & unknowingly.
Don't emo D:

2009-06-16T01:24:00.004+08:00

Quiz tagged by GillianSewYunLing.

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he / she doesn’t have a blog .Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head , then answer the questions .

1. Wanjie
2. Priscillia
3. Cresentia
4. Daryl -.-
5. W.A.H
6. Kathryn
7. Venuss
8. Selicia
9. Su fei
10. Clairis
11. OHM
12. Cyril
13. Yunling
14. Joanna

How did you get to meet 7 (Venuss)
: Hmmm? Sembawang O.O
What would you do if you and 13 never meet (Yunling)
: Then I'd not have anyone to chat with til 5am in the morning.
What would you do if 1 and 12 date (Wanjie & Cyril)
: No way! Wanjie is mine! Wahahahahaha!
Have you ever seen 14 cry (Joanna)
: Nope! XB won't cry. XB is a happy girl.
Would 4 and 11 be a good couple (Daryl & OHM)
: Daryl is attached.
Do you think 11 is attractive (OHM)
: Yeah, with her trademark bangs :x
What's 2 favourite colour (Priscillia)
: Don't know.
When was the last time you talk to 9 (Su fei)
: Days ago.
What language does 8 speak (Selicia)
: She act emo, don't like to talk (:
Who is 13 going out with (Yunling)
: She only wants KZB!
What grade is 12 in (Cyril)
: Sec 4
Would you ever dates with 10 (Clairis)
: Don't know. But she's so popular among guys!
Where does 5 lives (W.A.H)
: Khatib.
What's the best thing about 3 (Cresentia)
: Naive! Loves watching cartoons! ><
What would you want to tell 10 now (Clairis)
: Update your blog.
What's the best thing about 8 (Selicia)
: Cheerful :D
Have you ever kissed 5 (W.A.H)
: Nope.
What was the best memory you have with 7 (Venuss)
: Best? Maybe on phone -.-
When was the last time you're going to see 6 (Kathryn)
: Never meet her before.
How is 12 and 14 different (Cyril & Joanna)
: Age, gender, height, voice.
Is 6 pretty (Kathryn)
: Pui! Pui! Pui!
How did you meet 5 (W.A.H)
: Yet to meet her.
Is 1 your best friend (Wanjie)
: Hmmmm? Always chatting with her whenever she's online :D
Do you hate 12 (Cyril)
: Nope.
Have you seen 4 on the last month (Daryl)
: Sees him almost every week.
When was the last thing you said to 3 (Cresentia)
: Mei, where are you?
HAve you been to 5's house (W.A.H)
: Nope.
When's the next time you gonna see 10 (Clairis)
: Hopefully, soon. Gonna study together :D
Are you close to 13 (Yunling)
: Nope. Didn't even have her contacts.
Hve you ever gotten into trouble with 8 (Selicia)
: Nope [:
Would you give 2 a hug (Priscillia)
: Noooo! She's would flood me with vulgarities
When have you lied to 3 (Cresentia)
: Nope. I would never lie to my mei !
Is 1 good with socializing (Wanjie)
: Not sure. But I'm sure everyone will like her :DD
Do you know secret about 9 (Sufei)
: Yes? :X
Describe the relationship between 12 and 14 (Cyril & Joanna)
: Strangers
Best thing about your relationship with 9 (Sufeil)
: Both angels ^^
What's the worst thing about 6 (Kathryn)
: Calling herself princess!
Have you ever had a crush on 12 (Cyril)
: NEVER!
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend (Joanna)
: XB is single :D
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face (Wanjie)
: I'd never have such thoughts.
Has 2 met your mother (Priscillia)
: Don't ever think they'll meet.
How did you get to meet 3 (Cresentia)
: Friendster =\
Did you ever physically hurt 3 (Cresentia)
: Nope (:
Do you stay close to 7 (Venuss)
: One in boonlay, one in Yishun.
What's 8 favourite food (Selicia)
: Chocolate icecream!
What kind of car does 1 has (Wanjie)
: No car.
Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before (Su feil)
: Is going to visa point considered travelling? -.-
If you give 14 , $ 100 , what will he / she spent it on (Joanna)
: Buy lots of things for her dog?

2009-06-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

Today was indeed tiring..
Was studying the whole day :DDD
Thanks for letting me know the importance of O's.
Hmmmm... Yeah, you're right.
My English totally cannot make it.
My grammar sucks.
O level oral is only in about 7 weeks time?
I'm gonna start practicing..
Your P.E.A.R is a lot better than my school crappy program.
Gonna start talking in English from now on.
So pardon me if I'm speaking to you in English while you're aren't.

2009-06-14T02:34:00.003+08:00

WONG AH HOCK! Let me wait for so long! @#$^&*
Tell me awhile.. In the end more than an hour!
I need to sleep one... Argh!!!!!!!!!!!
So late already still eat!
Sure will grow fat one.
Lie to me T.T
I want sleep DD:

2009-06-13T22:31:00.004+08:00

Accompanied linq til about 5am this morning.
Poor thing, she always emo alone.
Laughs. Woke up at 1pm by Cyril's message.
Asked me to play basketball.
Went to Khatib to play with him..
Saw WONG AH! She act cute -.-
Went to NSCC at about 8?
Cyril went home after 10 minutes.
I stayed til about 10pm.
Tomorrow gonna be a tiring day ):

Sigh, I feel that I've distanced away from Angel.

2009-06-11T00:49:00.005+08:00

Woke up at about noon today by Daryl.
Overslept for school. Too bad.
He wanna come my house. Laughs.
I asked him out for lunch... Changed & went to meet him.
After lunch went back to my house to slack.
See him play CXQ til 4 plus?
Then go NSCC play basketball.
Don't know why he so long never touch.. 3 point jumpshot still so godly.
Went to BK to have dinner at 7 plus?
Then slacked there til 9.30pm.
He taught me a lot of things...
A lot of life theories.
Chatted 'bout my studies..
I'm motivated to study by DARYL LEOW MENG HAO's words!
Been pondering over his words.
Gonna work hard tomorrow!

Cresentia, xiao mei mei!
Hahahahaha! My first mei!
Woohoo!
Mei, you honoured right?
See! I post so much about you!
Very touching right?
Don't watch so much cartoon already.
Later turn stupid how? :X
One day never watch tv, might die?
Poor thing T.T
Die already who take care of your cute dog?
Even though I still don't really know how to pronounce your name.
Cre-sen-tia? Why so weird one?? :X
Last long with baby boy (:

2009-06-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today S. messaged at 12 noon.
Wake me up from my sleep.
Then lie no my bed, messaging S.
Went online at about 1pm?
Chatting on msn..
Wenjie & ben asked me to accompany them to queensways -.-
A total waste of time, seriously.
Went to play basketball at night with the usual people.
Boring. *yawns*
Then chat with S.
After that went home..
Msn chat, chat, chat.
Daryl aiming for B division champ.
The probability is high. :DDD
Waiting for his treat already.
Then played audi with P. & rambutan.
That's all, I guess?

2009-06-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

Bored. Currently conferencing with S. & P.

Woke up at 5am.
Messaged J. cause J. is going Malaysia. Haha.
Have a safe trip (:

Today went bugis with Y. & H.
Bugis street isn't stuffy anymore! Got lots of fans there :D
The quality sucks.
Kinda regretted buying the stuff.
It's cheap anyway-.-
H. need to go orchard to meet his parents.
I took the train with Y.
Was messaging C. the whole day.
Thanks for entertaining me (:
Then after than went to Bishan to look for Daryl.
Went to have dinner with him.
Messaged M. but didn't reply.
Wanted to go look for M.
M. 11 plus then reply me -.-"
I was already home~
Lalala..

My phone got problem..
Sigh.. Screen blackout. Sometime can't even use.
So sometime might reply late or won't even reply.

P. is damn vulgar. Keep shouting! Shhh :X

Tagged by Joaannnna

2009-06-01T21:43:00.004+08:00

1. Real name: KingsleySeahYongSheng
2. Nickname: Desolated? -.-
3. Star sign: ??
4. Male or Female: Male
5.Primary school: Sembawang Primary
6. Secondary school: Yishun secondary
7. Jc/Poly: NIL
8. Hair Colour: Black+ dark brown
9. Long or short: Short
10. Loud or Quiet: Depends.
11. Sweats or Jeans: Sweats
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health Freak: Not really.
14. Drink or Smoke: None.
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope.
16. Eat or drink: Drink
17. Piercings: Nope.
18. Tattoos: Nope.

Have you ever;

19. Been in an airplane: Yes
20. Been in a relationship: Yes
21. Been in a car accident: Nope.
22. Been in a fist fight: Nope.

Firsts;

23. First piercing: Never
24. First best friend: Leslie?
25. First award: Can't remember, got loads of them.
26. First crush: :x
27. First vacation: Korea, 10 years ago(:

Lasts;

28. Last person you talked to: Mother -.-
29. Last person you texted to: Joanna
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Can't remember.
32. Last food you ate: Biscuits.
33. Last movie you watched: Long time ago.
34. Last song you listen to: Negative things.
35. Last thing you bought: Chicken rice.
36. Last person you hugged: Tiqqer (:

Favourite;

37. Food: lots lots lots.
38. Drinks: Soya bean -.-
39. Clothing: Casual?
40. Books: None!
41. Song: Mad & Miss Independent (:
42. Flower: ewwwwwwwww.
43. Colour: Black & white
44. Movies: alot alot alot
45. Phrase: Minor setback.
46. Subject: None?

You ever done before;

47. Kissed in the snow: nahhh , there no snow in singapore -.-
48. Celebrated Halloween: nahh
49. Had your heart broken: ):
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: Yeah! My money T.T
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation: O.O
52. Come out of the closet: Yeah-.-
53. Gotten pregnant: Stupid , nooo -.-
54. Had an abortion: LMAO , nahh -.-
55. Done something that you've regretted: Lots.
56. Broke a promise: Yeah, my bowl ):
57. Hide a secret: Who doesn't?
58. Pretended t be happy: Will try my best.
59. Met someone who changes your life: Yes.
60. Pretended t be sick: Yeah, when don't wanna go school-.-
61. Left the country: Yes.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it: Yes.
63. Cried over the silliest thing: Yeah.
64. Ran a mile: Yes.
65. Went t the beach w your best friend(s): Nope.

Currently;

67. Eating: Nope.
68. Drinking: Water.
69. I'm about to: Sleep? Tired.
70. Listening to: Happy never after - PCD
71. Plans for tml: School.
72. Waiting for: O level?
73. Want kids: @_@
74. Want t get married: Not this age
75. Careers in mind: Accountant?
76. Which is better than girl/boy: Boy (:
77. Lips or eyes: Mesmerizing eyes.
78. Shorter or taller: Taller.
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
80. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
81. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive ?
82. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: None!

Have you ever;

84. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes!
85. Ran away from home: Nope , but feel like doing it ._.
86. Killed somebody: Nope.
87. Broken someone's heart: Don't know.
88. Been arrested: Yeah, was still out after 11.30pm-.-
89. Cried when someone's die: Depends.

Do you believe in;

90. Yourself: Yes.
91. Miracles: No, lest that it would disappoint me again.
92. Love at first sight: Yes!
93. Heaven: Hmmm... Maybe?
94. Santa Claus: Rubbish.
95. Sex on the first date: Cheap , ewwww !
96. Kiss on the first date: Nope !
97. Is there one person you wishes t be with now: :X
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Nope , I want status!
100. This is the 100th question and last question : This isn't even a question.

Now tag 10 person to do this:
1. Clairis
2. Yunling
3. Regine
4. Venuss
5. Candice
6. OHM
7. Madelyn
8. Kengteng
9. Celesta
10. Marilyn

2009-06-01T20:08:00.003+08:00

Oh god. I totally screwed up my Chinese.
Regretted not taking CLB.
The feeling of anxiety was absent throughout the whole exam.
Rather, I couldn't sleep the night before CYC.
& didn't have the mood to eat before CYC too.
Sigh.. My paper 1..
Out of the two, I only know the format for personal letter.
& I don't understand what's it about! ^%#@*&^
Paper 2.. Not enough time-.-
I'm sure I can pass. Oh yes, I can!
I must pass! Don't wanna retake!!!
I'm confident not cocky. There's a difference.
Hopefully I won't say a requiem when I've gotten back my result.

2009-05-31T15:09:00.003+08:00

Quiz taqqed by Linqq (: - MEANING OF COLOURS AND UR BIRTHDAY.
(Answers below)

1. Which is your fav colour out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
Ans: Black (:

2. Your first initial?
Ans: S ? O.O

3. Your month of birth?
Ans: November

4. Which colour do you like more? Black or white?
Ans: Black

5. Name of a person, of the same gender.
Ans: Kavan (random) -.-

6. Your favourite number ?
Ans: 1 & 11 O.O

7. Do you like flying or driving more?
Ans: Fly ? @_@

8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
Ans: Lake

9. Write down a wish. (a realistic one)
Ans: O level L1R4 < 10 Not sure can or not :X

When you're done, scroll down
(Don't cheat)....................................

Q1.Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - You soul is relaxed and you're laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous & you love kisses and affection frm the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person & give advices to those who are down.

Q2.A-K: You have alot of friendships and love in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

Q3.Jan-Mar: This year will go very well for you and you'll discover that you'll fall for someone totally unexpected.
Apr-June: You will have a strong relationship that will not last but the memories will last forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great. But will eventually find ur soul mate.

Q4.Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but it will be the best thing for you and will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in u and would do anything for you, but you might not realize it.

Q5.The person is your best friend.

Q6.This is how many close friends u have in your lifetime.

Q7.Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

Q8.Lake: You are very loyal to your frens and you and your lover are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous & like to please people.

Q9. This wish will only come true if you send this to 5 people in one hour.
-Clairis
-Huimin
-Joanna
-Mini
-OHM.

2009-05-31T00:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow it's finally O level.
I will study later as promised.
Hmmm.. perhaps read some essays?
I've learned something from Huimin last night.
"Xi shen xiao wo, wan chen da wo"
(A sacrificial piece is necessary for the safety of the rest)

Wow! My bowl got first in level ! :DD

2009-05-30T12:54:00.003+08:00

2 more days til O level chinese.
I'm feeling nonchalant rather than having anxiety enshrouding me.
Seriously, there's not a single doubt in my mind.
Not even one, that I won't be able to excel.
My results for chinese have been everything but good.
A week of mother tongue intensive was a waste of time, at least to me.
I simply slept throughout, even my chinese teacher was speechless.
But anyway, I'll study tomorrow as promised.

I'm going to Butik Batok now. Lalala.
Bye.

2009-05-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

Pen knife rusty? That's good.
Don't be stupid. Blood can never flow like water.
Pain pain :D ? You are insane.
Maybe I don't understand the feeling. High? Satisfactory? Relief?
Don't know why, but when I'm talking to you,
I somehow get depressed too.
Your sadness is contagious. Sigh.
It hurts knowing what you did.

2009-05-28T22:55:00.009+08:00

Hello. Tomorrow is the last day of school (:
I was "supposed" to be sick tomorrow.
But need to go & collect my report book.
Gotten back my results. Mediocre results, I would say.

What have I done wrong?
Don't be like this can?
You're making me worry.
It hurts when you kept everything to yourself.
It's inevitable that you'd doubt me,
Lest that I'd betray your trust again.
I'm feeling ambiguity, I'm at loss.

2009-05-24T22:58:00.003+08:00

Today went to Sembawang at 8 plus with Yude & Ben.
Went to pasta mania for dinner.
Saw William - my long lost primary school friend (:
Didn't get to see my bowl ):

Miss Independent ; she got her own thing, that's why I love her.

2009-05-19T16:34:00.004+08:00

Disappointing results.
Don't wanna talk about it.
I'm gonna study hard during the holidays.
Don't wanna get another F9 ever again!
I learnt my lesson through my results.

2009-05-18T05:32:00.003+08:00

Finally MYE is over.
I'm expected to be devastated by my results.
What I reap is what I sow.
Gonna mug hard during holidays.

G.SYL ! Never entertain me T.T
Accompany you chat, but your replies are so slow ):
I'm so impressed. You can create blogskin.
Wanna help me change my blogskin.
Linqqq! I begin to see you in a different light already (:

2009-05-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

Oh god! My amaths.. For the first time, I gave up on completing-.-
I doubt I can even get A2-.-
Don't know how to do a lot..
Today Daryl ask me go see him play with khoo guan jie.
One game $5. First game draw, second game lose-.-
Total lose $5 -.-

Bowl, don't so emo.. Keep giving me sad face :'(

2009-05-13T19:20:00.002+08:00

The lost trust.

Sorry.
Didn't mean to lie to you.
I really don't know what can I do to regain it.
Yeah. You're right.
By saying sorry, it won't helps.

2009-05-12T13:45:00.002+08:00

Oh god. Total screwed up my SS & Amaths.
Seriously, I didn't even read a single thing about ss-.-
I think I deserved it-.-
Learnt my lesson, not to ton if the next day got exams.
My mind was totally blank while doing maths.
Doubt I can even get a pathetic B3.

2009-05-08T17:04:00.001+08:00

CLAIRIS LEE KAI YUN!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!

Remember not to cry anymore :D

2009-05-06T12:34:00.004+08:00

Pick a word that start with the first letter of your first name?

* King!

Did you sleep alone last night?

* Yeah.
What was the last gift you received?
*Orange.

What were you doing at 8 this morning?

* Sleeping. Having headache :S

Do you want someone dead?

* Nope.

What was the last reason that you cried?

* My eyes hurt.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

* Xiaohan.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

* Maybe.

What are you listening to right now?

* Survive - grabrielle, I love it! x33

Do you want children?

* It depends..

Do you believe you can change someone?

* I think so.

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?

* Don't know.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

* My dad -.-

When is your birthday?

* 1st November!

Do you like movie nights?

* No, might sleep through it-.-

What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

* Oh god. Why the hell did I memorize my notes last night??

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

* Nope. I doubt I ever tried something my hardest.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?

* Of course.

Do you always care what you like?

* Can be yes, can be no.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?

* Pengseng.

How are you feeling?

* Apathetic.

Who was your last text from?

* Simin.
What does your last text says?
*Sry my ss paper juz end ..
The last 5 person you chatted online with?
*William, Venuss, Simin, Iris, Yongchin.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

* Really is outrageously dumb.

Do you wish someone would call or text you?

* Not really.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?

* Yes.

Name something you are doing today?

* Sleep.

What was your worst mistake in your life?

* Uttered some hurtful words out.

Whos the last person you talked to on the phone:

* Ms rohini. Called to ask me why I was absent.

Do you wish something would happen?

* Yes :x

Are you still best friends with the same person as the beginning of the the year?

* Never had best friend.

When was the last time something bothered you?

* Few minutes ago.

Who was the last person you yelled at?

* Mom.

Who was the last person you fell asleep with?

* I sleep alone.

What did you have for breakfast?

* Nothing :D

Where do you go when you need to just get away?

* Any place where its quiet & desolated.

Who is the one person you can always turn to?

* Well, I got none.

Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?

* Never in my life.

Who do you not get along with?

* Radios!

Do you like anyone currently?

* Nope.

2009-05-04T18:17:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I don't know who the hell are those spammers in my blog.
I don't remember hurting anyone or whatsoever.
Come on, get a life.
Don't waste my time, please.
Thanks linqqq & sugar for introducing me songs!!
All very nice :DDD
Today wasted my money eating japanese food-.-
Oh my. Wasted my money for nothing..

2009-05-01T17:15:00.001+08:00

LOO WEI JING!
Don't know how to share burden.
This kind of fair-weathered friend! %#$%6#@!

2009-04-29T20:37:00.004+08:00

Oh god. I totally screwed up my ENGLISH paper today.
First was compo..
I was having a headache while doing..
I'm still sick T.T
Fever, cough, flu.
Sorry Darnell, for passing you the virus.
My compo was badly written-.-
I was skeptical of what to write about.
I wrote many crappy phrases ...

"Honestly, ever since I heard that birthday wishes come true,
I have been praying fervently year after year.
Why believe in something that will never happen?
This reverie of mine will never come to fruition.
Time has proven me wrong after consecutive failures of attempting to
Complete the pieces of puzzle of my family.
On my 15th birthday, I gave up ; a part of me died then. "

I included many song lyrics into my essay-.-
End of post!

2009-04-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

Oh god. Still sick T.T
Not sure if I'm able to go to school tomorrow.
Sigh. Mid year coming.
I'm at loss of what to do.

How many times can I break till I shatter?

2009-04-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

Oh god. I'm sick. High fever.
Not sure if I'm able to attend school tomorrow.
It's during MYE now.. Sigh.
Went to Bishan today to collect my bonus (:
Hmmm.. I got chopped, totally flat. No chance to retaliate at all.

I studied for 2 hours today!
It's my first time!
All thanks to sugar.
It might be a short span of time for some of you guys...
But to me, it seemed like forever.
Feeling dizzy after studying..
Seeing stars all over :S
Gonna make it my routine!

2009-04-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Found my long lost primary school friend(:
Clairis is a very very pretty & sweet girl.

2009-04-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

I've been slacking for months.
I may delay, but time will not.
My goals, minus my doubts, equal to reality.
I just realized the only way to know
How strong a person really is until you see them at their weakest moment.
I really..really.. can't do anything.
I feel so helpless.
I wanna achieve something, but I am lazy put in the effort.
Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishment.
My biggest obstacle - discipline.

Gotten back my Amath & POA results.
Utterly disappointed.
Didn't even get a pathetic B3 for Amaths!
POA gotten borderline A1 only.. It was an easy paper.

2009-04-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

I'm sick & tired.
I kinda got enough.
I don't need someone who would tie me down.
Yes, I'm being pragmatic. So what? This is life.
Really regretted wasting my time with those noobs & losers.
They didn't reciprocate, not even a thanks.
I learnt my lesson.
This reverie of mine will never come to fruition.

2009-04-18T03:23:00.005+08:00

1) What is the subject u hate the most?
- Chinese. I don't understand it :S
2) What happened at 7p.m today?
- Playing basketball with Weijing, sumwee & chunwee.
3) When did u last cry?
- Can't remember.
4) Did you miss anyone/anything now?
- MC is missing D:
5) What do you want in your life now?
- Happiness.
6) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up with a hood?
- Nope, just run.
7) Who do you hate?
- Attention-seekers.
8) What is your favourite thing to put on your bed?
- Pillow, bolster & blanket.
9) What bottom are you wearing now?
- Some random shorts.
10) What is the nicest thing in your inbox and by who?
- Deleted all of my messages (:
11) Do you wish to make your relationship complicated?
- No, of course.
12) Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
- Nope.
13) What is the last movie you caught?
- Forgot :/
14) What is the oldest message in your inbox n by who?
- No message in my inbox!
15) What are you proud of ?
- My trophies(:
16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
- My blog song?
17) How many people did you text today?
- 7.
18) What does your last received message say?
- No messages.
19) What time did you go to school yesterday?
- I was sick.
20) Are you currently happy?
- Neutral.
21) Who gives you best advice?
- Daryl.
22) Do u eat whipped cream right out of a can?
- What the ..?
23) Who did you last talk on the phone with?
- :x
24) Is anything bugging you now?
- Nope.
25) Who/what was the last person who made you laugh?
- MC.
26) Do u wear Toe Shoes?
- Nope.
27) Who was the last person you miss called from?
- Cherlynn.
28) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Yeah.
29) Who annoys you the most?
- Don't wanna name him out.
30) Do you have a crush on anyone now?
- Nope.
31) Have you ever done cocaine?
- I don't take drugs.
32) What's the colour of your room?
- Purple(:
33) Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?
- No. I got my morals.
34) Do u believe in saying talk is cheap?
- Nope.
35) Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
- Me, myself & I.
36) Who was the last person who hugged you?
- Not sure :/
37) What do you wan to say to the person you have a crush on?
- No one.
38) Do you have a life?
- Yes.
39) Have you ever thought that someone had die when he didn't?
- Nope.
40) What's the reason behind your blog song?
- WSH introduce it to me & it's nice!
41) Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- Can't remember :/
42) When was the last time you smile?
- Today.
43) What are you listening to now ?
- Untouched.
44) Have you changed this year?
- Yeah, I just want some peace & quiet.
45) Are you talking to someone else while doing this?
- Yeah. Daryl, Yunling & Stella.
46) Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
- Open of course.
47) Is there a quote by your living?
- Minor setback.
48) Do you want someone you don't have?
- Nope. I got all I wanted.
49) Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yeah. Primary school recorder.
50) What was the worst idea you thought of this week?
- Not sure :x
51) What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- Chatting on msn.
52) Are you happy with your love life now?
- Not in love.
53) What song describes your love life?
- Not in love.
54) Does that person you love know you like him/her?
- Do not love anyone.
55) Who always make u laugh?
- MC.
56) Do you speak other languages?
- My pathetic chinese.
57) Are you blond?
- No.
58) What is your middle name?
- Kingsley.
59) What are you doing tmr?
- Going to Sixga.
60) What do you think you are ?
- Don't know.
61) Who do you choose to die with?
- Who wanna die with me ?
73) Who do you admire the most?
- Daryl.
74) Which month were you born in?
- November.
75) How are you feeling now?
- Apathetic.
76) What time is it now?
- 3.48am.
77) Where are you now?
- At home.
78) What colour would you like to dye your hair?
- Don't know.
79) Why are you doing this?
- 'Cause I'm feeling bored.
80) What do you do when you feel moody?
- Wanna be alone.
81) At what age do you want to get married?
- 25, I guess.
82) Who is more important?
- Family members.
83) Do you have enough confidence?
- Yes.
84) Who is the person you trust the most?
- Caroline.
85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Definitely yes.
86) If you have a dream that hasn't come true, what would you want it to be?
- Be wealthy ! :@
87) What are your goals for this year?
- Pass my 'O' level L1R4 <11 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">
88) Do you believe in internal life?
- No.
89) What do you love?
- Slacking.
90) Do you believe in global warming?
- Of course. Hates perspiring ><
91) What feeling do you hate the most?
- Disappointment.
92) Do you treasure every single friendship of yours?
- Nope. Half of it are fair-weathered friends.
93) Do you give up 2nd chances easily?
- I'll cherish it.
94) Who cares for you the most?
- Family.
95) What do you think is your most important thing in your life?
- Career.
96) What would you bring when you fight?
- Police.
97) What is the thing you regret?
- Didn't get champ for CYC.
98) What will you feel when nobody cares about you?
- Nonchalant. It'd be better off this way. I hate irritating people.
99) What if your stead two-timed u?
- He won't be able to see light the next day.
100) Do you still love your ex?
- Nope.

2009-04-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

Do not have any motivation to study..
Sigh.. I even did my Amath test with out a calculator -.-
Hope I can still at least get a borderline A1.
Gonna buck up.
Gonna live up to MC's expectations.
Little by little, I'll get to know more.
Pieces of puzzle, I'll complete you!
Everything will come together eventually.

2009-04-12T18:24:00.003+08:00

1)State 3 unique facts about yourself.
-Short-term attention span.
-Loves procrastinating.
-Hates to lose.

2)Do you ever want someone dead.
-Yes :x

3)Which are the 5 person you last text. List in order.
-Dedrick.
-Caroline.
-Madelyn.
-Hariz.
-Cherlynn.

4)What does your last message says.
-you ask her for phone number ar.

5)State 5 qualities that your ideal lover should possess.
-Don't smoke.
-Hair longer than shoulder length.
-Don't pierce.
-Able to aid me in my studies.
-Outgoing.

6)Who was the last person you called.
-Daryl.

7)Who was the person you chatted on phone longest with.
-Amy Li Lu Lin.

8)What time did you go to sleep last night.
-9.30pm. (Eye was injured.)

9)How many person sms did you not reply the previous day.
-4

10)Do you have someone/something you really want now.
-Yes. Good results.

2009-04-09T22:16:00.003+08:00

Today went to the gym after school with..
Weijing, zonghan, sumwee, dedrick & pengseng.
I feel so "small" there. All so fit.
I trained til can even barely lift my arms now..
Trained with 20kg dumbbell or something..
Don't know what's that called.
Then do the 35kg one.. Damn heavy..
Can only do about 3 times..
After that no strength already.

I'm gonna eat more & more!
I wanna grow fatter & fatter! Bigger & bigger!

Just now played audi with han & cyril.
Battle party lose 600 dens D:
I'm saving up for 500k! Just 200k more dens to go(:

2009-04-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today was Napfa.
Disappointing results..
Standing Board Jump - 245cm. I aimed for 250<

Sit & reach - 56.
Our class forte is in Sit & reach!!!
Class average is 50!

Pull up - 8.
Hmmmm.. average?

Shutter run - 9 secs.
What the hell! My shoe got no fiction.
I slipped!!! I was expecting to get < 8.
Sighed..

Sit-up - 49.
Did it easily..
Talking to yude while doing-.-

Yay! All A..

I was expecting to be better than my previous year results D:
That's all...

I told you that we couldn't last.
You said it was alright.
I told you that my feelings will fade away easily.
You said you don't mind.
Seriously, I'm tired. Very.
& now,
What you gave me wasn't even a choice.

2009-04-05T15:56:00.004+08:00

Quiz given by Tan ... ...

'10 Are You(s)'
1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Recently, yes(:
3. Are you bored - Oh YES! I am! Very.
4. Are you fair - Perhaps?
5. Are you Italian - Nope.
6. Are you intelligent - Sadly, no):
7. Are you honest - Sometimes.
8. Are you nice - To most people.
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yeah.

'10 Fact(s)'
1. Name surname - Seah Kingsley.
2. Nick - I dont know.
3. Birth place - Singapore.
4. Hair colour - Black.
5. Natural hair style - What the ..?
6. Eye colour - Black & white?
7. Birthday - 1st November.
8. Mood - Apathetic
9. Favourite colour(s) - Black. White. Pink?
10. One place you like to visit - Not sure :x

'10 things about my love life'
1. Have you ever been in love - Not sure :X
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush - Hmmmm...
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes, deeply.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Not sure :x
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes! D:
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Yes. Shagged.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Don't know :S
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Forgotten.

'10 This or that(s)'
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liqour or beer - Beer.
3. Cat or dog - Dog.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Both also can.
5. Creamy or crunchy - Creamy :)
6. Pencil or pen - Pencil(:
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out.
8. Money or happiness - Both.
9. Night or day - Night(:
10. IM or phone - Phone!

'10 Have you ever(s)'
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yes.
2. Seen a polar bear - In the zoo -.-
3. Done something you regret - YES!
4. Bungee jumped - Nope.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - When I was young.
6. Finished entire jaw breaker - Nah.
7. Been caught naked - Nahs!
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - Hmmmmm.. Don't know.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Nope.
10. Wanted to dissappear - Yes.

'10 preferences in a partner'
1. Smile or eyes - Smile.
2. Light or dark hair - Depends on th color(:
3. Hugs or kisses - Both!
S4. Shorter or taller - Shorter.
5. Intelligent or attraction - Attraction. Haha.
6. Topman or Zara - Topman!
7. Funny or serious - Both.
8. Older or younger - Same or younger.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing!
10. Sweet or bad - Sweeeet!

'10 Have you(s)'
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah, ENV club!
2. Ever talked on th phone for long than 1 hour - Yeah!
3. Ever walked on hands - Nope.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope.
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team - Yeah.. -.-
6. Ever been in a dance team - Nope.
7. Ever been in a sports team - Yeah..
8. Ever been in a drama play - YES -.-
9. Ever owned a BMW/MercedesBenz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley - Yes, in my dreams
10. Ever been in a rap video - Obviously no!

'10 Last(s)'
1. Last phone call you made - Huimin!
2. Last person you hugged - Not sure.
3. Last person you hunged out w - Kavan.
4. Last time you worked - Flyers.
5. Last person you talked to - Dad.
6. Last person you IM'd - TYJ!
7. Last person you texted - Pengseng.
8. Last person you went movie w - Can't remember :x
9. Last person/thing you missed - Bus -.-
10. Last website you visited - http://www.ahqi-stupidgirl.blogspot.com

2009-04-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

Today was tiring..
Went to NTU for some stupid briefing..
Then after that went to look for Kavan.
I don't know who the hell is this person -96338291.
Damn irritating.. Keep messaging me rubbish.
Curious to know who this crappy person is.
Waste my time & message.
At night went to BK to eat with Kavan.
Messaged HM, but she was at home..
She lazy to go out too far & I lazy to go her house there.
Took a train home & that's all!

2009-04-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

April Fool Day! Been prank-.-
"Someone" told me that she..
Don't scold vulgar,
Don't smoke,
Don't take drugs,
Don't go clubbing,
Don't go to pub,
Don't drink,
& don't slack..
Then still ask me to ask someone a weird question.
Worst of all, still informed that person in advance -.-
Damn awkward today.. Pathetic...
Made a fool out of myself -.-

I've finally learned the importance of teamwork today.
One can learn by watching too.
In fact, one can learn more this way.
Don't look at those spectacular moves,
But those good passes.

2009-03-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

Such a tiring day today!
Shagged.
Went for flag day today.
Deddrick, zonghan & weijing went to play LAN.
So I went to Khatib to play basketball-.-
Played for awhile only as it was VERY hot!
Went to look for my friend, slacked, chit-chat then go ask for donation.
No one wanna donate-.-
Almost everyone ignored me. So I took $3 and change all of them to 10cent.
Because I'm afraid that I need to redo it again.
Went home & rest.
At about 4pm, went to Junrong west to look for Kavan.
He taught me a lot of things..
I finally know another weakness of mine which I thought was my forte.
Lent him 2 of my "wu gong mi ji" (book).
Good luck for hwa zhong cup(:
Went home at 9pm+ Train ride was 36 minutes D:
Daryl texted me about his match today.
Draw with 2 A rank, Win against 1 B rank, Lose to 1 master.
Probably of getting at money is high. (:

2009-03-27T00:10:00.004+08:00

I've been neglecting my studies recently..
Reached home after 9pm daily.
I didn't even study for my test. -.-

But I learnt a lot of things.. I find it very very useful.
In life, nothing is fair. Everything comes with a price.
If you wanna be good in something, you gotta sacrifice something else.
And I finally know what's stopping me from improving.
Its "FEAR". Because of it, I didn't manage to accomplish many things.
I can't improve if I'm afraid of it, because I don't even attempt to do anything 'bout it.
Examples:
I wanna do better in my studies, but I'm afraid of being disappointed.
I wanna improve in accuracy, but I fear rejection.

2009-03-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

I'm addicted to Lady Gaga!
Love game & Poker face <3

This saturday got flag day.
I hoped it won't rain on that day(:

2009-03-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

Daryl = Legend.
His skill is way beyond my imagination.
He taught me a lot of life theory too.

Went to meet him today after school.
KFC to eat. Treated him.. Haha $10.
Then play basketball at Chongpang cc awhile..
Then cabbed to NYP. $9.70.
Went to look for Pingde in cclub.
DSA don't really work for POLY, I think.
But it would help me maybe 1 or 2 points.
Slacked there til 10plus.. Then took a train home.

Been neglecting my studies recently.
Gonna pull up my socks!

2009-03-22T00:11:00.003+08:00

Stress.
I'm not supposed to try my best, I'm expected to win.

My first attempt got rejected!
Haha. I don't know that it was "private & confidential"

2009-03-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

Started playing back Audition 2 days ago..
I got own by all those -CopyR- pros.
All level 30 & above.
Trash me totally flat.
All 6 chance with a few misses.
I never chance, but misses a lot..
Score is own by at least 3x..
Never win, not even a game.

Just now played with Madeline.
Haha, win her one game.
My first win! Woohoo!

2009-03-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

I chatted with a particular someone last night..
Thanks for sending me 20+ songs (:
& I can't believe that person ask me this question!
" So what is your real name? "
When my msn nick was already "kingsley" !
She thought that was a fake name-.-

Anyway, my internet speed is damn slow..
Took me 6 hours!!! Just to download audi.
Played with -CopyR-iuH. Level 38 pro.
Keep owning me til I was depressed..

I really can't stand what Mr Ang did.
Its not fair to me!
I just missed out about 10 pages,
And he compelled me to copy 3 other books.
What the hell.. It was like 200+ pages all added together.
& I didn't miss out on purpose. I REALLY DID NOT SEE IT!

2009-03-13T18:24:00.006+08:00

I found this picture at Janice's blog & I find it pretty interesting.
You guys try reading it.

Well, I managed to get out 85% of it for about 30 seconds??
You know what? It can be read in just 2 seconds!
Try using both of your index finger to pull back the corner of your eye.
Its simple yet difficult.

Anyway, gotten back my result today..
I was disappointed..
3 A1, 1 A2, 1 B3, 1 C6, one failed.
L1R4 is 11. It was easy this term so I should have scored much better.
The 2 A1s I got was borderline too.
Mrs phua told me that its about B3 or A2 in O level. D:
My aim is to get below 12points for L1R4 for my O's.
Targeting to get into accountancy in NYP.
Gonna work hard to achieve it.

I didn't receive the schedule for the holiday supplementary.
Left out ):
Will any kind soul inform me about the dates?

No more sarcasm, gonna change my laziness habit!

2009-03-06T23:14:00.002+08:00

Disappointing results..
Failed 2 test.. Failed them badly.
14/40 & 4/10. Pathetic.
Those two are the first test I failed this year.
Giving up on chinese..
Because I know even if I study, I won't get at least a B3 for it.

Changing my mindset.
Determined & resolute!

2009-03-01T17:38:00.003+08:00

Oh, please. Stop bugging me not to study.
If you think that education is useless, try ignorance.
If you are contented with mediocrity, you'd never succeed.
I know my studies are weak.
But I'm trying.
I know I can never achieve my target at my current level.
That does not mean I can't.
It only means I'm not good enough YET.

Thanks Daryl for teaching me the importance of strong mind.
Everything is about thinking.
Everything starts with the mind.
Its from repetition to perfection.

2009-02-22T18:05:00.004+08:00

愛就宅一起 <3
Love it.
I learnt some theory too!
Kashapau Prince once said:

"Luck that come fast are like expired milk, you'd never know til you tasted it."

"Those without internal beauty, will attract those without internal beauty too."

"What kind of people supported him, you can roughly know what type or person he is."

Rainie so so cute. Jiro called her "Ah 宅"
While she called him "cao pau" (grass bun)
Rainie childhood lover got an IQ of a 8 years old kid.
He harbor animosity towards Jiro.
He's very good in sports & he's a multi billion or millionaire.
He see Rainie as an Angel while he's like the Fish.
For your information, MARS real name is "juang jun nan" (act macho)

2009-02-21T18:08:00.007+08:00

I love Rainie's new show! :D
愛就宅一起 <3
Featuring Jiro wang too!
I'm a fan of Ranine. Woohoo!
I was shock when I saw her hair..
BUT..
Thanks god that she's just wearing a wig.

I've watch it few days ago online..
Its gonna be broadcast soon!
Its funny about Rainie & her 'casapau wang zi'

Failure is success, if only you learn your mistakes.

2009-02-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

Success is 99% perspiration & 1% inspiration.
You need someone to guide you to success.
Each the mentor & the student role are equally important.
Success is 50% each from mentor & student with make up 100%.
What a smart person does first, is what a stupid person does last.
Both did the same thing; only at different times.
I heard those from a friend few days ago..

And... today I have a workshop about 'success'
It was neither interesting nor boring.
Just a waste of time, probably.
A break from study which is GOOD.

You made me realize how fun it really was.
Thanks.

2009-02-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

Today Emath test was easy :D
I can 100% pass!
I passed my english! 26/50.
I barely pass. I'll try to score higher than JB the next one.
Chinese compo test was hard.
I wrote an argumentative essay.
I can't translate my thoughts into chinese words.
My introduction was short.
My argument & rebuttal was short of description.
My conclusion was crappy.
I wrote about the creator of 'facebook'
He's a multi-millionaire.
He created it just to remain contact with his friends.
Bill gate offered 200m US to buy it over but he rejected the offer.
Just for your information,
He earns money by helping companies advertise on facebook.
Anyway, my compo was out of topic-.-
Sighed. Hope I can pass :D

Tomorrow got POA test..
Not planning to revise. Gonna go out now.
BYE.

2009-02-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

I didn't do any homework at all during weekend!
Oh my god!! Why am I going out everyday?
Sighed. Tomorrow got Emaths test.. Pray that it will be an easy one.
Because I'm not planning to study.

I hope days like this can last forever.
Stuck with each other.

2009-02-14T12:32:00.003+08:00

Secret(:

I merely find her uncritical enthusiasm a tonic
After the bored sophistication of the rock that was once a jewel to me.

Sorry if you guys don't understand :X

Time can solve everything(:

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL!

2009-02-13T14:49:00.002+08:00

You said that our difference is in our resolution.
Yeah, I got a wavering determination. I agree.
But talent is something that can't be measured.
Who would have expect college drop-outs like Bill Gate or Steve Francis to be so sucessfull?
They are multi-billionaire because of 'Microsoft' & 'Apple technology'
Nothing is predictable as people won't stay on the same level forever.

Woohoo.. Finally got back my phone! :D

2009-02-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

2009 has been a bad year for me.
Sighed. I wished that everything will just go away.
Been having those woebegone thoughts in my mind.

Is there such thing as love at first sight?
A eye to eye contact? Mesmerized by those alluring eyes?
I wonder.. I really wonder.. Been pondering.

Been sleeping at 3-4am daily for 2 weeks.
My eye been sore & red. Seems like sore eyes-.-
Maybe its partly cause of contacts too.

Hajime no ippo.
The dempsey roll.
What does it feel like to be strong?
Paper plane in the evening sky <3
It motivated me in some aspects of life too.

2009-02-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

Before then, all was blank.

I could only see that reverberating scene in my mental arena.
See. Thanks for everything.

After then, everything became clear.

2009-02-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

Oh my god. I can't believe I've been stood on for 2 hours.
Been waiting at block 701.
Observed old man playing chinese chess-.-
They talk as if they are very strong.
One of them invited me to play.
Damn noob, he lose keep giving excuses.
Lose 2 game then walk away.
Got people ask me to play money. One game $2 -.-
I won 3 games and earned $6. Haha. Lucky!

Woohoo! Junbin is my maths tutor!
I'm sure to improve!!!

2009-02-04T00:16:00.005+08:00

I need an ankle guard.
Due my right ankle that was sprained last year.
It has been 'loose'. Will be in pain if I strain it.

I took Emaths test without calculator-.-
Left trigo blank. 'Hope' I can get at least an B3.
Didn't study for geog test, because could not find my notes..
Poa test wasted 2 marks for calculations errors.
No calculator D:

Beverley only talk to me when its someone birthday from '2e6'.
Just wanna collect money-.-

I'm back to square one, everything starting all over again.
Addicted to my computer. The tension is getting me pumped.
I'm an anime boxing fan-.-

C, you're a mad girl.

2009-02-01T12:50:00.004+08:00

What's perfection?
Are all perfectionist sad?

The sad prodigy girl.
Who can't even suicide because the pen knife was rusty-.-
She wanna die in a perfect death.

One's destiny is not in the stars above, but in our own hands.
As a result of her morbid aim for perfection, the girl's life was so saddening.
If the twinkling of the stars ever saw it from above,
They would pity her, one can be sure of that.

ABOUT YESTERDAY!
Went to church ...
Vivien invited me to go ~
Supposed to meet cyril & vivien at 9am.
I thought I was late because I woke up at 9.10am.
But .. BOTH ARE STILL SLEEPING WHEN I'M AWAKE..
I can't believe such a person like vivien over slept.
Met up with them at 11am.
Went to their church.
When they are 'praising god'
All of them were leaping & cyril was like jumping really high?
He was sweating all over..
Hmmmm.. after it was over. Went to Aston to have lunch.
My chicken was so small compared to the others-.-

After that they got some sort of meeting..
I was enetertained by 3 sec 2 kids.
Trust me, that 3 hours I spent with them was totally boring.
Hmmmm? After that went home & sleep.

C you're amazing!

2009-01-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

Is it maths? Or it is just me?
Seriously, maths is VERY boring!
Time passes really slow during maths.
I wished there aren't so many maths period.

Anyway, today went to Sakura to have lunch.
$41.70 for the total of 3 person. (Yude , Dedrick & I)
Food wasn't very fantastic.
Kinda regretted eating?

Going to learn god's holy words tomorrow.
I hope it would be enjoyable. I hope.. I really hope so..

Breaking dawn <3

2009-01-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

A lie to cover up for the previous lie
Which is used to cover up for another lie.
Endless lies, it won't end til its exposed.
My procrastination caused it. Guilty D:

Went to meet Daryl at bugis today.
Wow! He bought a lot of stuff. I came home empty handed.
Went to bras plaza to read cbooks.
But all of the shops was closed.
Went to lavender to look for han soon.
His house was filled with lots of trophy.
About 5 times of mine. He got close to 30?
He's a GM after all.
Learnt a lot of logic today.
Most things required 70% strength & 30% skills.
Yeah, I agreed. Gonna work on my strength.

Happy chinese new year to all!!

2009-01-24T02:59:00.002+08:00

One outs!
A low possibility does not equal to zero.
Most people does not have an urgency for winning.
They probably have the mindset of "If I tried my best, losing doesn't matter"
Well, they are wrong. They gotta face reality.
Life isn't like a dream.
I won't fail my O's & said "I tried my best"
That's not an excuse.
People gotta grow up & face the brutal world.
That's my thoughts, might not apply to you.

Done posting.

2009-01-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

Sighed.
I lost to Junbin in all 3 tests-.-
Physic lose by 2 marks.
Chemistry lose in 1 mark.
English lose in 3 mark.
I'm useless. Can't even own him despite studying.

Can hard work surpass talent?
Can pure hard work surpass one with talent + hard work?
The pinnacle of hard work, will I reach that state?

Poa test was kinda easy, 100% confirm pass!
Hope can score higher than JB because I studied for it.
I'm gonna be sick tomorrow. Can't go school :(

Practice makes perfect,
Practice makes perfect sense, to me.

2009-01-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! I managed to survive a week without my computer.
My daily life had been Eat > Study > Sleep > Eat > Study ...
Well, I'm getting better in Physic & Chemistry.
My targeting getting at least B3 for all of my subjects.
I'm not sure how long my determination can last but..
I'm turning agony into strength.
Packing myself with lots of things so that my thoughts won't run wild.
Hope I can get A1 for Maths, Physic & Chemistry test.

End.

2009-01-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

Is there a person that you can trust totally?
I don't think I'd find an apt person to share my troubles.
In any case, the seed of doubt had been sown,
I could not afford to add anything to the already heavy burden of apprehension.
There isn't a single person I can trust totally.
Yeah, no one is close to perfect.
But the brutal fact is that I can't even find one close.
What's the feeling of having a 'best friend' where you can pour all of your misery in?
Well, I never that 'best friend' feeling before.

In any case, this would be my last update.
Not gonna come online unless its on the weekends.
Gonna put 60% into my studies.

Oh well, GBML.
Just treat it as a prank.

End of post.

2009-01-10T11:05:00.002+08:00

I'm very lucky to be alive.
Yesterday, when I was walking to school, almost got hit by car-.-
I was late then..
Gonna cross the road to northpoint.
It was still red light & about 5 people was crossing..
I followed them..
When I was in the middle, a car horned me.
It was about 0.5 meter away from me.
I learnt my lesson.

But I was still late.
Been seeing my twit teacher daily.
I've been late ever since tuesday.
Awwww.. one more time need to RTA D:

Gonna go bishan to look for Daryl.
End of post.

2009-01-09T20:55:00.003+08:00

Thanks for helping me to muster my courage.
Even thought there wasn't a reply.
It was expected.
But at least, I tried.
I sound so pathetic -.-
Gonna focus on my studies now.

2009-01-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

Today went to NPY after school.
Wanted to ask 'perfect' to come to the back.
BUT INSTEAD, an old woman came behind.
Everyone around me was laughing like hell.

Boring. Waste of time.
Well, I learnt nothing.
Our guide is similar to belly.
Can't stand her.. Kept bringing us to talk in circles.
The performance was great!
Woohoo! Interesting.
Jeffery said its not nice because they wear too much.
After took the bus home.
Since I was bored, I said this to maddy.
"You need help?"
"I can help you."
"Start by saying, wo de ming zhi shi ling sing yee (my name is madeline lim)"
She used the Amaths book to hit me-.-
Damn pain..

Jeffery's songs are nice :D

Why J ignored me? D:

Gonna focus after CNY.
End of post.

2009-01-06T19:02:00.003+08:00

Oh my god!
I'm piled up with tons of homework.
Sighed. English. Math. Chemistry. Poa.
Stress!! Regretted not doing during the holidays.

Tomorrow got P.E):
Don't feel like running or whatever.
I don't even feel like exposing to the sunlight.
Can't stay in M mode anymore.
Its hard):
Talking to Miss Hew is like vomiting blood!
Talk to her sometimes she ignores.
Viven got so pissed that she 'tsk' giving a weird expression.
If only Miss Khoo teaches us poa..
If only.. If only.. Sighed.

I decided not to 'kp' or 'disiao' anymore!!
I meant it, I guess.
My fringe.. Please grow!

2009-01-05T19:52:00.002+08:00

I still can't get use to the coldness in the morning.
Today morning assembly was siting in the front initially.
Because of someone near me, I went to the back to sit with yude.
Managed to stay in M mode til recess.
After recess was chinese..
Couldn't control myself to be in M mode..
Began to 'kp' the teacher.. Sighed. Couldn't control myself):

Thanks Candice & Co for the present <3
Hehehe.
Doing my homework now..
Done posting.

2009-01-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

I hate to lose.
Am I very childish?
If I kept losing, I'd give up on that particular something.
I'd always put up a nonchalant font to cover up that I was WEAK.
I was never good in anything.
Even if I was good, I would never be at the peak.

Everyone got a path he gotta take.
Even if it would be a sorrowful, painful & regretful path.
I ought to take it.
Don't live through life, grow through life.
Been using this nonsenses to motivate myself.
But the truth is, I'm not happy with my life.
Nothing in my life can make me happy. Nothing could.
I really wished that I can change my life.

C2=5 H8+7
H2+3 P7+1
R1=2 R9=8
R2+6 H2+3
P7+1 C8=9
R2=3 C9-1
P5+1 A6+5
P5+1 C9=7
????

2009-01-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

First day of school.
Saw something that has far surpass perfect!
Amazing! Such alluring beauty.
What's after perfection??
Uhhh? Hmmm? Huh? Oh?

Woohoo! Miss khoo is 4e7 form teacher.
Hehehehe.
School was kinda boring.
Recess was fun!
The art of cutting queue -.-
Instead of cutting, me made a new line to replace the original ones.
Wahahahahaha! :DDD

After school went to khatib to play basketball.
It was so BORING !
I should have went home to sleep.
Waste my time.

Went home read a few chapters of manga and play runescape.
Naruto & bleach was skipped this week, I'm not sure why.
Tomorrow gonna go bishan to meet daryl.
End of post? o.o

2009-01-01T10:50:00.002+08:00

I'm so dead tomorrow!!
Homework not completed yet..
Only done half of maths & poa..
Lost my chinese homework-.-
I'm hopeless.
Well, hope the new principal give a briefing for 2 hours.
Gonna finish it in the weekends.

2008-12-28T16:04:00.003+08:00

Thanks daryl for lesson.

4 ways to start a narrative.
1)Weather.
2)Flashback.
3)Speech.
4)Powerful statement.

You won half of the battle with a good start.

"Get away from my stuff!" I shouted, elbowing my sister aside.
My room seems as it was hit by a typhoon.
While tidying my stuff, I came across an old photo album.
I flipped through it,
Many pictures flashed across my mind.
Tears start streaming down my cheeks as I recalled.
John & I had broken up 2 years ago, it was an acrimonious parting.
I was too young then to value the relationship and in the end,
Decided that it was better to just go our own way.
There has been an awkward atmosphere between us since then.
It took us about a year before we are able to talk to each other in a civil manner.
-End of introduction-

I'm really afraid to fail my English..
Gonna practice more & more!!

I really detest myself.
I know its wrong but I couldn't control.
Lack of determination.
Sighed.

2008-12-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

Life is boring.
Today I spent 4 hours writing a compo.
Lying on my bed & write..
Write for 5 minutes, rest for 15 minutes..
Been wearing socks for 24 hours daily at home now.
I can't stand the cold.

Should I go? I don't know..
Daryl, I need time.

If there's no hope, you won't get hurt with disappointments.
So might as well not hope in the first place.
Is it the same as..
Humans are born, then they die.
So they might as well not be born?
What lies between in life is how you live.
Die for your belief or savor your happiness.
There are certain risk in everything.
Some might have different views in life.
Its just how you look at it.

Gonna write one more compo tomorrow.
From tomorrow onwards, I'd sleep at 10pm!
Done posting.

2008-12-26T18:08:00.002+08:00

Why can't I have a peaceful sleep daily??
I slept at between 2-6am daily..
Used to wake up at around 11-1.
Recently, been hearing construction noises..
Which wakes me up!

I think my body has grown weaker during the holidays.
Its so cold that I'm wearing socks at home.
I don't like my house flooring.
Its granite, its like a 'conductor of cold'
Been feverish for a few weeks..

I haven't started on my homework yet-.-
Gonna start tomorrow if I had the mood.

2008-12-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

This has been the worst Christmas every!
Nothing seems to be going my way..
Woke up at 8am+ due to construction..
Been raining.. I'm so cold..
Messaged Qien if she's going out or not.
Wanted to go to her house collect presents..
She told me she never received it..

Play runescape..
Died 3 times today..
Lose 4.5m -.-
Emoing T.T
Thanks 09nahuy for tips.

Supposed to go to my dad's friend BBQ.
But raining, so not going..
Ordered pizza..
Cost $50+ , so expensive.
Luckily, I'm not the one playing.

Gonna start on my homework tomorrow.

2008-12-25T14:31:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! Singapore flyer broke down a fww days ago..
173 people was trapped for 6 hours.
2 was hospitalize -.-
How the hell did they made their way into the hospital?
Heart attack? o.o
I-I-I don't know.

Yesterday went to AMK hub.
Yongchin ask me along..
So I accompany him.
That night before, he asked me what I'd be wearing..
I told him casual attire as its amk only..
When I saw with him..
Wa... FORMAL WEAR!

Thanks M for the present.
Probably the first to give me Christmas present.
I know I'm pathetic-.-

Gonna go for bbq or buffet tonight.
Done posting.

2008-12-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

[Whitney:] Um? Hey Deb.
[Deborah Cox:] Mmm hmm?
[WH:] Thank you for being woman enough to come.
[DC:] Whitney, what's this about?

[SUNG]

[WH:] I know he's leaving me for you.
[DC:] Who said that? Who told you that it's true?

[WH:]
What is he tellin' you?
Could it be the same things that he told me?

[DC:] He told me that he loved me.
[WH:] I heard that.
[DC:] He told me I was (harmony) beautiful. How did you know? How did you know?
[WH:] Because I played that scene before.

[CHORUS:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.

[DC:]
What you're saying could be true.
But how can I take advice from you?

[WH:]
I'm not hating,
But I wish the one before me
Would have warned me too babe.

[DC:] Don't say no more. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:] Uncover your ears, girl.
[DC:] I'm not listening. La La La La La La La La La

[WH:]
But I know you hear me.
Maybe my reasons are wrong,
But I know that you believe me.

[CHORUS]

[DC] It's your fault you didn't love him enough.

[WH:]
That's the problem.
I loved him too much.
And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you.

[DC:] Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong.
[WH:] No you won't.
[DC:] So go away. Leave us the hell alone! He loves me.
[WH:] He'll hurt you.
[DC:] He'll stay with me.
[WH:] He'll leave you.
[WH and DC:] For sure! For sure!

[CHORUS]

[DC:]
This is a retake of my life.
You were his star for many nights.
But now the roles have changed.
I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause this will last.
I'm the future, you're his past.

[WH:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.

[WH and DC:]
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.

[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[DC:] Enjoy just now.
[WH:] It won't last.
[DC:] I know it will last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.

2008-12-22T14:38:00.003+08:00

I'm going crazy.
Why the hell am I having those kind of dreams every night?
Though I can only remember about 30% of what happened.
I need to stop thinking of the impossible.

Life is boring.
That has become my favourite personal quote.
Been reading a little about politics recently.
Nothing to do -.-

More & more Singaporeans are beginning to feel proud of Singapore.
Well, its not because of the Government 'great' NE (national education).
We students don't sing the national anthem nor say the pledge.
I don't give a damn about national day, its just an extra holiday for me.
But why? Its because of Singapore's progress.
We feel proud because we're striving, getting better & better annually.
Senior minister, Lee kuan yew, once said.
'The day Singapore's economic fail,
Is the day we will be going overseas to work as maid.'
For once, I'm glad I'm a Singaporean.
Ending my crap now.

Gonna do my homework later..
Done posting.

2008-12-21T22:53:00.002+08:00

Oh f, I couldn't control myself again.
Oh, forget it.
I can't do anything right.

Last night kept having the same dream-.-
Puzzle.
Today went to play basketball with pau & peng.
Didn't play for 2 months.
Basketball is boring.
Don't wanna play much anymore.

Gonna start on my homework tomorrow.
This time, I will do my HOMEWORK!

2008-12-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

I'm a little feverish now..
Ate too much heaty stuff..
Sore throat tomorrow, I guess.
Went to park infinia to swim just now..
So called 'swim'
But the depth is only 1.2m-.-
The breeze is very strong..
I kept shivering, even in the water..
After I bathe, a little feverish already..

Went home & watch koizora..
JJ suddenly ask me how to earn $$ in runescape.
I am a noob.. So I don't know much..
Logged on & went to find him.
He said that he want to earn 8million be end of holidays.
Good luck :D

Gonna start my homework tomorrow.
I swear, I will.

2008-12-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

Footprints left behind.
The meaning behind it reflects on my life.

I can't control myself anymore.
The temptation is too strong.
I never learn my lesson.
I just kept repeating it.

2008-12-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

I live for myself & only myself.
I don't really cares about what others think or say 'bout me.
Who cares? Backstabbers? No big deal. There's one almost everywhere.
Its common. Just like having 3 meals a day.
Maybe their trying to attract others' attention.
Well, so be it. Good luck in raising your popularity.

Anyway, meet ex-2e6 classmates at 1pm.
Thanks E for the cap.
Though it looks a little weird on me.
Qien duped all of us !!!!
She say she book already..
When we reached vivo, she never book-.-
Not enough seats in vivo-.-
Went to marina square.
TWILIGHT is boring.
I don't find it interesting or nice.
I kept yawning..
But I think there's still part 2.
Story is not complete yet.

I just wanna be alone.
Let me be, I don't wanna get hurt again.

2008-12-17T12:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday suppose to go chalet..
In the end, don't feel like going-.-
Chunwee can't tell the difference between 811 & 812.
Walked for a long time to TXQ house to mod his new psp.
After that went to meet pau & moo.
They took bus 969 there.
Me & Hariz went to CWP puzzle shop..
1000 pieces puzzle was much smaller than I had expected.
About twice of my computer screen only..
Went to the library to study..
Hariz did his chinese while I did nothing.
Don't feel like doing my homework.

Koizora.
Sky of love <3
I guessed, she special because she's the first.
-.-

Going to 2e6 outing tomorrow.
Wasn't looking forward to it.
But I'll still go. :D

2008-12-16T11:12:00.005+08:00

Sleepless nights..
Didn't see til about 6am daily.
Smsed a lot of people..
Pengseng never reply me):
I spammed him 10+ messages 'wake up go pee'
In the morning he spammed back 'fuck you' -.-

Kept rolling left & right.
Once I closed my eyes, I kept thinking of ...
Its something that's impossible..
Having images of the past & future.
And I somehow can manipulate it-.-
I wished I can go back to to time..
I wished everything is just a nightmare..
I wished..
I wished..
I wished..
All of it is not gonna happen.
Going to 'chalet' soon -.-
But its 'dang tian lai hui' (one day trip)
Have not buy present yet-.-

& I'm somehow invited to 2e5 bbq...
End of post.

2008-12-14T23:07:00.003+08:00

I got lots of baby fats -.-
I miss my fringe..
Didn't grow at all!
Still the same..
School reopen, not even half of the forehead.
):
Why won't it grow????????????
I miss-s-s-s my fringe!
Need at least 4 months to get to that length):

Whatever. Emo. -.-

Been eating 2 bowl of rice per meal daily..
Didn't seems to grow fat at all..
Still same weight):
I wanna build up in size!!!

Going 2e6 outing this thursday..
Woohoo!
Is 1000 pieces of puzzle possible ????

2008-12-12T16:46:00.002+08:00

12/12/08
My last day.
It won't make any difference anyway.
*poof* *disappear* *bye*